xelliexravenx

Hi guys, I'm sorry I haven't written in forever. I've been busy with school mostly. I'm taking a semester off starting in January and going to moving to a new place for a while. I'm excited and scared but I need a change. :) I guess that's the only update? I'm pretty tired at the moment so I might be missing some things... Merry Christmas!!! And I hope the world doesn't end tomorrow....

So. About a month ago, he and I broke up. It was for several reasons.... We agreed it was mutual at the time... but I still feel like I lost my best friend. It's getting better slowly and it still there but doesn't kill me like it did. Oh how life moves on... I'm at home for the first time in two months... it's so different. I'm also having to deal with the fact that my parents are planning on selling the house in two or three years... this is the house I've lived in my whole life... yet my heart isn't really here anymore... it's in a different state now... oh how life moves on... I'm almost done with my sophomore year of college... it feel

Okay. So next week I move back to school! I am excited for this year. I just am happy. This school year will be tough because of the classes I'm taking. I will be working three jobs at school as well! :P I am blessed to be dating my best friend. This summer has been perfect. I care so much for this guy. He makes me a better person. He and I have made so many memories and grown so much. And part of that has been that these first months, our relationship has been over long distance. Next week, it won't have to be that way anymore and he'll be turning 21! yay. :)